my little country town.

alot of time has passed since my first blog, and although i'm still struggling to adapt to the cultural and social differences that seperate the city from this country town, im begining to really love this place.

not because of it's wonderous things to do but because i have met alot of wonderful people. things have been looking up very much so for me here, and although melbourne will always be my home, and i'll be moving back there soon, being here right now isn't so bad.

thats all i really wanted to update you on.

I am Andy.

intolerance.

ah it's been a while, and my posting has become close to obsolete. this would probably be because of the high importance of schooling at the moment, with a SAC just passed on wednesday for my year 12 subject, Legal Studies.

but here i am again, ridding of everything on my chest, and by that, i mean problems and nothing more.

first off, im tired of myself. i don't know if it is just me, but i'm extremly impatient and can hardly tolerate anyone these days. i see flaws in everyone and everything, and question why things happen.

one thing that has been on my mind, is whenever i have conversations with certain people, it seems they think it is a one way street. they tell me all about themselves and the stories they have to share, but when i begin to speak, it becomes a simple "cool.. i have to go now." why can't you just sit down and shut the fuck up for a few seconds of your life and listen to me, it's the least you could do after i have listened to your pathtic, boring stories which weren't even funny. take a few moments out of your pathetic life, and think about the people around you. they are being considerate listening to you, listen to them..

also, although i have sorted some things out with this person, i'd like to express my concern. please note, they are being used as a recent example, seeing as this happens regularly. just because i made a few remarks about you to your face, in a joking manner, does not mean you can throw away a relationship whenever you like. relationships are something you make and they stay or go, you can't decide, whenever you like it, that it exists or not, we're friends or not friends, it's simple. you can't plan that you're going to ignore me for a certain amount of days and then speak to me after that certain amount of days. during those days, you caused me 10 x the amount of stress i gave you to make you ignore me, yet i'm the one who kept calling you through it all, having my calls rejected. i'm the one who wanted to sort it out, and i'm the one who eventually did sort it out, one way or another.

eh, that is all.

oh, and check out Death Note. possibly my favourite anime ever, considering i hate anime. i just finished watching the series.. my life is empty as of now, hahaha.

I am Andy.

i'm just going to take this moment to "seek attention" and be a "Drama queen", you don't mind, do you?

this is just simple thoughts, i'm not trying to flame anyone, and don't overreact when you read this.. or do, you'll only be proving what i've said right.

within the past week, i've made multiple discoveries. one of the main ones is about people and the way they act when it comes to their own opinions. it's sad that we live in a time where other people can have such an effect on people where they can change their opinions on something. since when did it become normal to convince people not to like someone, because you yourself have a problem with them? and when did it become acceptable to allow that to happen? and why would you decide to ignore someone because one of your friends doesn't like them. use this brain you non-stop brag about, and think for yourself.

another discovery i made is people will use you, milk you for everything you can offer them, then when they're done, they will dispose of you like a used tissue. the last thing people want to feel is like they're unimportant and just another object in someone's static, lonely, pathetic life. why do people think they have the right to treat others with such disrespect? all people want is someone to be there, someone to talk to and someone who appreciates them, why is it so hard to accept that and do it, you won't be losing anything.

and finally, i have realised people are complete cunts. and in conclusion, i no longer am going to bother with friends.

but then again, i also believe in forgiveness and acceptance. nothing really can be destroyed, it can only be hindered.

please note, this is not aimed at anyone in particular. but if you think it is aimed at you.. you're probably right.

I am Andy.

The Hangover.

Evening blog readers and what not.

I love linking ordinary pointless things with important matters in life.

This morning I woke up with a massive hangover, to the extent where i might have just lived in the toilet. Although some people see this as a problem, i can guarantee i do not have a problem. When i have the chance to drink, i take the chance to forget.

Anyway, what im getting at is today i was thinking. I was reading over a few things and purely thinking about everything around me in detail. And i realised relationships are like common alcohol. You find it, you over indulge and and then when you feel like you're done with it, it haunts you and does wicked things to you.

Everything has a price, and are you willing to pay that price?

Someone who i thought cared about me, even though i was a mean person to them, has done alot of damage and doesn't even realise it. They've blatantly done things which have damaged me and the people around them.

Like alcohol, i started to let them in, but by morning break, everything was ill.

I don't know if im making much sense. You might get the jist of it.. Night.

I am Andy.

Working!?

Evening Blog readers and what not..

I'm applying for my very first job! Yes, i know, I'm 16 and I'm only applying for my first one now? Well you see, I've never had the time. When i lived in Melbourne, I'd get up at 6 O'clock, get reayd and leave at 7, then catch a bus, a train and another 2 buses to school. All up it was two hours long! In the afternoon it would be around the same and I'd get home at 5:30, so i was very tired and never had any time for anything!

Now I've moved, I'm applying for a job.. Mainly because i have bills to pay, because I'm frivilous and think i can get away with spending my parents money.

I'm very self concious and seeing as it is working in a Department store, I'm worried of how i will go. If i get the job, i know i'll freak out over little things. I'll worry on what my co-workes think of me and what the people i'm serving will think. All up I'm prettttty scared lol.

But it's money, so im going to have to put up with it.

Anyway. I'm in one of those depresso moods where i've been pondering over things and i realise i really am not a happy person. Hahaha. Anywwaaaaaayyyy.

I am Andy.

Currently listening to:
Chase Coy - Take me away
Currently watching:
N/A
Favourite lolly:

Jelly Snakes!

p.s for some reason, coding is still being mean and ruining my typing layout!

Not about a friend.

But infact about an enemy.

Evening blog readers and what not..

I'd just like to express my hate for humanity. I'm quite the hateful person and i generally hate close to 98% of everything ever made, but humanity has to be up the top of my list.

Never has there been such a hateful, disgusting race on this planet. Men think they can strut around and destroy everything they touch. We spew waste into the environment, poisoning waters, flattening forests and burning fields. We commit mass slaughter to feed ourselves and think everything is okay. Species of plants and animals have been crushed beneath the force of the hands of humans, and we're pushing many to it today. This planet would be a better place without Humans.

Another attribute humans seemed to have been so lucky to have been blessed with is how selfish every human seems to be. People steal, lie and murder. In every way, people will use anything they have to ruin and destroy anyone who has a better life than them. People can talk and lie and bring a persons life down around their ankles in seconds, all because they can and they're jealous.

Why do humans feel they have the right to do whatever they please? If there was a God, he'd correct his mistakes and wipe the planet of all Humans, but then.. He'd be no better than any Human he created, would he?

I am Andy.

Currently listening to:
Owl City - Dear Vienna
Currently watching:
N/A
Favourite place:
Melbourne City.

Stephanie.

Evening blog readers and what not.

Well well well, look who it is. Yes i know, it's been a while! I'm neglectful! I'll never be a good father! I've decided to write a new blog about another friend. She's the most rational, and one of the smartest people I know!

Steb.

Steb has been so very kind to me from, well, around the beginning. Although we started off with a rather.. interesting beginning, as did all of my friendships from my last school, I cannot thank her enough for moving past everything and letting the friendship be a go ahead. Year 8 and 9 were unforgetable years with laughs, and i will appreciate Steb supporting me through my struggles at school. I've spent many years with Steb, in class, in the 'playground', at each others houses and out and about. These times with her have been the best. She's extremely funny, and we understand each other completely. Never have we fought to the extent where we are so angry at each other that we don't speak to each other, and I really have to thank Steb for that, for being tolerant and understanding of my character. She is a forgiving, easy going, friendly person and I will ALWAYS be friends with her through thick and thin. Never has a friend made such an impact on my life. xo

I am Andy.

Currently listening to:
Jamestown Story - Take me home

Currently watching:
Packed to the Rafters

Favourite music:
Acoustic!

p.s the coding keeps being meant o me and won't let me make my writing small! i know! it's ugly and sad! :(